a baby on the way

i am informed i have a baby on the way from the mother. my rationalization of how this comes never goes through my mind. but she has the baby within seconds in my dream and i am not there. though i keep seeing the two of them, my baby and the mother. i need to get there, but i decide i need to talk to valerie first. i need to a have a heart to heart with her. a car pulls up and she is in the back seat with someone so i get in the passenger side of the front. the car starts driving and the guy in the back seat keeps talking to her and i start getting annoyed because i really want to talk to her so i can get to my baby. the car stops and the guy gets out of the car so i get out and jump in the back of the car with her to have my talk, but then i realize two other people have done the same thing. i feel like everyone wants her time, like she's ghandi or something, and i run out of time. i ask to be driven to where my baby is.

i wake up.

bright fish

matt and i are in a lake. and when i say in, at this point i'm not sure. i can see all around me, and the lake isn't that big. the next thing i know i am holding a fishing pole and i am reeling in a fish. when i pulled the fish out of the water it was a sun fish, but it was the brightest sun fish i had ever seen. it was almost glowing. i was showing matt the fish when i think he realized first, but i was quick to notice after this. we were in an old boat, which wasn't ours. the boat was filled with dead fish and flies were everywhere. i started to freak out.

i wake up.

matt, the cheater

i am sitting at a round table. i believe i am in a school library and there is trivia going on. my team is at the far end of the library and looking over i can see at least ten other tables going in a straight line to the opposite side of the room. i cannot remember any of the questions, but i know i get an answer correct and my team and i are excited. but then when the next question is asked there is just a lot of talking and i start getting annoyed that no one is paying attention. the next thing i know matt feldmann shows up and we wants to talk to me. so i leave and he ends up telling me has been having an affair with his neighbor who looks like beth breen to me. i can see in my mind his house, and hers being right next door. i try and imagine how this could have happened and this is when i realize matt is married to mandy. now he is telling me why he has to end it, and he wants me to help him. so he tells me to meet him at this building. so when i try and get there i am stuck at a bridge where the water has risen over it. i see people using the sides to inch themselves across and i do the same. i remember seeing a woman in a wheelchair in the water, but she was making it somehow. i arrive at the building and it is a strange round building, it looks like it is two floors as i enter. when i get inside i see someone who looks like erich becker sitting in a corner crying. he confesses his love for beth and how he can't believe she would want anyone else. i see matt and he tells me she is upstairs. i find her upstairs and we go in a room, this is when i notice the floor is moving. i see that as the floor moves so does the door which now exits to another location. i explain to beth that matt wants to end things and she angry, more at that fact that i am ending it and not him. we go through the door and somehow i am now getting in a car with friends who look like the guys from entourage. we start to drive and they something about going to a concert. i now realize the person in the back seat next to me is michael rodriguez. all of the sudden the car stops and the driver and vince get out. michael and some bald guy stay in the backseat. as we walk, there are a bunch of cars in a personal driveway, and there are some guys sitting on the curb next to the cars. vince throws three small bundles of money at one guy. another guy pulls out some marijaunna and starts rolling some joints. all of a sudden i look over and the car is driving away and i see that michael and the other guy are still in the backseat. i say something to vince and he laughs saying they are just fucking around. i think they've been car jacked.

i wake up.