Saturday, March 20, 2010

a girl in a stable

I walk into what can only bed called a bedroom stable. A girl is lying on a bed with hay thrown over it and she has her arm across her face. She is maybe 18 or 19 at most, and I do not know who she is. "I feel so much better just being here." she says to me. I look around and see that there is a horse here as well, though it stands quite still and in no way is nervous of my pressense. I think of my allergies for a split second, but these thoughts fade as quickly as I feel no sensation of sneezing. She looks at me through her arm, she has dark hair and is quite skinny, "Why are you here?" she asks. I have no answer for her, I cannot explain my being there, so I just stand there looking around and ansorbing what is this girl's world.

I wake up.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Capers of a Mailbox Thief

I am in a housae that appears to be mine, my sister is in a room with me which I assume is the living room. The room is large and the house is older, within the room is many things, mostly books piled on the floors. I am sitting on a chair in the midddle of the room and I hear someone come in through the front door. It's late, I know this, and into the living room walks Patrick. He said he thought this was my house and just wanted to stop and say hi. We end up talking about different writings and I am unclear if it was my own or someone elses' that we are discussing. Scene shifts and I am walking down a sidewalk, coming back from a grocery store on the corner. It is daytime, and I know I have to get somewhere. I see a larger black lady standing next to a bunch of mailboxes, she looks familiar to me, and begins to speak, "I think I need this." she says to me and she puts her large arms around one of the mailboxes. I can tell there is mail within. "That's not yours.", I say, or something close to it. "Oh, it's mine." she finishes with a smile as she yanks the mailbox from the wood in was nailed to. I freak out a little bit and want to get some authorities to do something so I begin to look for the apartment offices. As I am doing this I remember I have Silas' car and must get it back to him and so I start walking towards where I had parked it. In a car sitting next to it, is Leah. She jumps out of the car quickly and gives me a hug. She says she was in town looking for Ashley.

I wake up

Monday, December 28, 2009

family in the dark

i am in an apartment sitting in front of a computer. i am doing something, but i'm not quite sure. all of a sudden dylan and leah walk into the room, it's the living room and they are talking about how they are here to pick up a few things. i think about how it is strange they would still have an apartment in savannah when they had moved over a year ago, but i never say anything. i am in a car, i think it's a taxi cab, because i am not driving. i arrive in front of a home, outside are a bunch of little black kids fighting over a bicycle. and in the driveway is a little white kid. he's my cousin (though he doesn't really exist) i walk up to him and talk to him. i know what house i am in front of now, it's my grandparents' and i feel anxious about going inside. i finally give in to the dread and go inside. the layout is different than what i remember, the first person i see is my uncle terry sitting in a chair to my left. i walk over toward him and this is when i see my father and grandmother sitting in chairs on the right. i go and give my uncle a hug and then walk over to where my grandmother is. this is when i see my father act like he's going to get up while i pass him and then he decides better and stays seated. my grandmother seems to have to ponder whether or not to get up but she ends up doing so. she looks alot skinnier than i had ever seen her before and she gives me what seems like a reluctant hug. my father still doesn't get up and isn't really looking at me, so i decide to walk into the other room. i sit in a chair and the room i am in is really dark. i can hear my aunt robin somewhere, yet i never actually see her.

i wake up

Monday, September 14, 2009

shirtless

i am just getting off work. so is kristin, and she asks if i want to hang out and i say sure. we get in her car and this is when i see it is daytime (which is strange since i only work at night). we are driving for a little while i can tell we are near a lake, but i cannot, nor ever see it. we are driving kind of fast and i see we are coming to a dead end and i think she doesn't realize so i start to panic and point out that we are about to crash. this is when she brakes and she informs me we are at her fathers house. we are now inside and there is an older man there and she introduces him to me as her father. i shake hands with him. this is when i realize i am not wearing a shirt. a bit embarassed i walk into another room, thinking i had left it there. then i think that i took it off because it was my work shirt, though i don't remember actually removing it. this is when i see another shirt that is mine and go to put it on. kristin walks in and introduces a female to me as her sister, once again i shake hands. this time i realize quicker that i am not wearing a shirt still, the one i had thought i put on was only in my hand. this is when i start to try and put it on, yet am never successful at. kristin tries to help me, yet the shirt never actually gets on me. i start getting frustrated.

i wake up.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

around the lake

i am swimming in a large lake. matt is with me and we are almost smack dab in the middle. i tell matt i don't think i can swim back to where we entered the lake. without saying another word i catch a current that takes quickly to the other side of the lake. this side has a lot of people and everyone is just chilling out i guess. all of a sudden i realize i had my phone and i pull it out to see it's still working but the battery is almost dead. so i walk over to where i see an electrical plug and as i am about to stick my charger in a tall black guy yells, no! but i have already put the plug in and there is a spark. i immediately pull the charger out and i see some smoke coming from my phone. but it doesn't look ruined. i walk a little bit and i am now at the top of the lake. i walk up onto a deck of a house where i see a plug. so i plug in my phone. matt shows up and we talk and then he says he'll meet me back where we started i guess. as he walks down the steps the people who own the house arrive. it is a family, but the only person i ever see is the father. he comes up on the deck and introduces himself to me. he does not seem disturbed that i am on his deck in any way. he brings me into the house, and it reminds me of an older 70's type interior, except for the fact that everything is covered in dog hair. i tell him i am allergic and i head out to find matt. i am walking down a dirt road which i believe circles the lake and there are houses to my left looking out onto the lake. there is a hill, and i know once i get over that hill i will find matt again. then i hear something, and i see these guys who don't look safe coming over the hill. i duck inbetween two houses to try and avoid them. as i get to the front i see they are following me.

i wake up

Friday, September 4, 2009

cop taxi

i am with a friend, but i'm not entirely who he is. we are sitting in a car, i am in the backseat he is in the passenger seat up front. we have been drinking, and i believe we both are still drinking. we are on the side of a road, or a parking lot, but we are not driving, nor do we intend to. next thing i know a cop is looking through the window and sees that we are drinking. my friend kind of freaks out, but doesn't say anything. the cop says something to the fact that there are no keys in the ignition. he offers us a ride. he drops us off at an apartment complex and he hands me a card and twenty five dollars. i tell him the money isn't nessasary, and he tells me that he'll be reinburst the money. i hand a ten to my friend and we walk into the apartment complex. we go to the first door on the left and we can hear alot of noise, people having a good time somewhere else down the hall. i think to myself, i'm glad i don't live here where the walls are so thin. we knock and a girl answers the door, it's a friend of ours. again, i'm not to sure of who she is, but she seems familiar. she has three roommates. (this part gets a bit fuzzy) i notice i have a feature on my phone that causes lines to come out of it in a kind of explosion depending on how i shake it. we leave here, it is my friend and the female friend. we walk through the hallway, and this is when i see all of the noise i had heard earlier was a sorority which was having a function. the door was open and i could see a few girls sitting on chairs against the wall. next thing i know i am at my mom's home. i might live here but i am not sure. we are on a front screened in porch. my mom come's out and she is talking about how she just got a new phone. i was excited because it was some crazy new phone. she then throws me something and i look down and it's the phone. she tells me she got me one too, i am excited and i start to flip the different parts around and playing with it.

i wake up